March 2013

It seems each month I go WOW... so I am just going to say that each month brings it own rewards and healing each and every time and this month is no exception.

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I realised last night that my journey through this month has been a bit like what our kitchen has been through.

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During this month our kitchen was gutted... totally gone... and we were left with nothing. For all appearances sake the kitchen looked perfect, it was warm and inviting ~ but behind the exterior the cupboards had been mended many times, drawers and doors were beginning now to be beyond repairing and it was time, age was taking it's toll and even the plumbing was starting to go. It is not until weeks later that I recognise now that I, myself, was a bit like that ~ for all appearances sake I was looking healthy, I sounded healthy, I felt warm and inviting but little did I know that behind all this I was in need of physcial healing, deeper self-awareness, clearing of negative beliefs and a re-structuring that would bring more of my spirit into my consciousness.

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So as spirit would have it, at the same time of our kitchen make-over, I started an epic journey of detoxing and healing my body ~ at the time I had no idea what such a journey would entail and it did very much leave me feeling 'gutted', releasing so many toxins from my body, mind and soul.

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Not all things were thrown out from the kitchen though, some things were kept to be placed back within their new shells... bit like me as well, not all things had to be released, I was able to keep the bits that have serve me well and work just fine no matter how old they are.

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Then with the help of tradesmen, slowly the kitchen is being rebuilt and like our kitchen, at times I felt totally emptied with no idea when or how I was ever going to fill and become healthy, healed and whole. But spirit works in the most wonderful of ways and bought to my world gifts to help me heal. So help arrived in the form of love, friends, peers, books and many journeys into self. Now my body, mind and soul is being rebuilt, recalibrated and rejoiced.